the last day is just the beginning... for KK

She was sited in the same cozy corner as she used to do for the last hours, memories still unclear and mixed regarding all about those confusing recent times...

He interrupted her suddenly with another of those philosophical riddles that he loved so much and that she appreciated from time to time, although not sure if now she was able to force her mind into another set of deep thoughts...

Anyway, without even asking her for her opinion, he started with the next sentence: " the south corean philosopher said that the world is becoming a place where people are becoming rather similar to each other, where space for being different in many aspects is becoming each time more restricted and that this way of no differences is leading everything to self-destruction"

Those words, spelled in the air like a white feather falling down, catched her attention, she wouldn't consider herself too knowledgeable in those matters but there was something about those words that contained certain truth, some inner knowledge that she felt not now, but many times before and in many different circumstances.

-Is all these true or you just made it up now to put my brain to think? - she asked

-All this is completely true, at least is my interpretation of what I read from this guy. - he replied

-And why are you telling me all this, and why today?

-Because maybe this is the reason why we started to share everything, this is our way to fight against the way the world is becoming, do you remember that thought that we are not people from this time?

Suddenly she reminded that specific day, cold wind blowing on her face, the certainty that she knew that she was not from this time, the shock of hearing that out of the blue, like if he would be equipped with a sort of mind-reader device.

-This is the last day of the year, can we just stop thinking about this for god sake?

-I´m OK, no problem. And he just moved to another room to start to prepare himself.

Nevertheless, between thoughts of a new year and good plans, that idea just installed there, in her mind, not like an external idea, but more of a confirmation of something that she felt.

The world is turning itself into self-destruction, but each day with each new song that we discover, the sincere midnight confessions, those looks where no words are needed, that was their daily battle, their constant rebel against the plain and uncompromised side of the world, and that idea flourished that beautiful smile that he always loved to see on her.

oscuras necesidades

qué necesitas en este momento?

una nueva droga?
una persona que "te complete"?
un nuevo atuendo?
viajar a un lugar exótico?
nuevas experiencias?

Nos volvemos adictos a nuestras necesidades, las cuales siempre están cambiando y haciéndose más complicadas conforme pasa el tiempo.
El mundo actual nos satura de opciones, pero a pesar de ello, o quizás debido a eso, nada nos satisface.
Quizás la solución estriba en las cosas y los lugares no pueden reemplazar lo que está adentro de nosotros. El mejor lugar para estar es dentro de uno mismo y la mejor cosa es uno mismo también. Si estás satisfecho contigo mismo quizás no necesites nada del mundo exterior.

Conjuguemos el verbo satisfacer en presente, pasado simple y futuro:

Yo satisfago/satisfize/satisfaceré
Tu satisfaces/satisficiste/satisfacerás
El/ella satisface/satisfizo/satisfacerá
Nosotros satisfacemos/satisficimos/satisfaceremos
Ustedes satisfacen/satisfacieron/satisfacerán
Ellos/ellas satisfacen/satisfacieron/satisfacerán

Ahora agreguemos cualquiera de las siguientes palabras: deseos, gustos, ambiciones, experiencias, complejos...

La realidad no es que no necesitemos nada, mas bien, necesitamos saber qué necesitamos y cuales son las condiciones que eso impone a nuestra vida. Cómo la necesidad de algo de alguna manera define lo que somos y hacemos. A veces me gustaría ser un ermitaño que vive alejado completamente de todo con necesidades mínimas. Hay veces en que deseo muchas cosas para aborrecer esas mismas cosas poco después de haberlas obtenido.

Muchas veces el verdadero placer se encuentra en el trayecto a algún lugar y no en el lugar mismo.
Más es menos.
Mientras más me desapego de las cosas, más ligero me siento.
No puedo eliminar mis necesidades, pero al menos puedo clara y objetivamente elegir que quiero necesitar, aunque lo que eso resulte pueda ser oscuro y un poco consternante.
Nadie de nosotros conoce el propio abismo de nuestra mente hasta que nos decidimos a echar un clavado al fondo del mismo.

Dark Necessities - RHCP 

Coming out to the light of day
We got many moons than a deeper place
So I keep an eye on the shadow's smile
To see what it has to say
You and I both know
Everything must go away
Ah, what do you say?
Spinning off, head is on my heart
It's like a bit of light and a touch of dark
You got sneak attacked from the zodiac
But I see your eyes spark
Keep the breeze and go
Blow by blow and go away
Oh, what do you say?

Yeah, you don't know my mind
You don't know my kind
Dark necessities are part of my design
Tell the world that I'm falling from the sky
Dark necessities are part of my design

Stumble down to the parking lot
You got no time for the afterthought
They're like ice cream for an astronaut
Well that's me looking for weed
Turn the corner and
Find the world and show command
Playing the hand

Yeah, you don't know my mind
You don't know my kind
Dark necessities are part of my design
Tell the world that I'm falling from the sky
Dark necessities are part of my design

Do you want this love of mine?
The darkness helps to sort the shine
Do you want it, do you want it now?
Do you want it overtime?
The darkness helps to sort the shine
Do you want it, do you want it now?

Pick you up like a paperback
With the track record of a maniac
So I'm moving in and we unpack
It's the same as yesterday
Honey where we roll
Everything must go away
Ah, what do you say?

Yeah, you don't know my mind
You don't know my kind
Dark necessities are part of my design
Tell the world that I'm falling from the sky
Dark necessities are part of my design

Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah